sweet pain

okay, result dah dapat. dupdapdupdap. DEAN LIST akhirnya. ALHAMDULILLAH.

tak sia-sia pngorbanan pahit getir bagai.

mama said *tahniah* siap peluk2 ai kt dpo td.

ayah juz said *npe xdpt 4.oo?* erkk..soory dad. i'm juz get 3.78. InsyaAllah, next sem ok ? promise. InsyaAllah :')

even first time ak amik cos ni, rmai pndang sinis ala-ala *npe kw amk cos ni? amk la engineerg ke*

ak bg pnahan mata membunuh *it's my choice, my dream.* then, i proved it. ALHAMDULILLAH :')

THEN, it was sweet :)

malam tadi gadoh lagi. maybe salah aku. sampai CASPER off hp dye. ktorg plan nk date hr ni. tp sebb dye ade hal, cancel. last mint. n memg ak pantang btol laa kan. marah.marah dan marah. smpy caper pn trase ngn ak. ak kasar. ape nak jadi ak nih. byk kali cakp nk brubah x hot tmpered, then mngamuk lg =..='

soryy yang :'( it's me. I'm too much. i knew. supposely i understand u. not marah2 yu xtntu pasal.

kami dah berbaik. tapi ak still rase bersalah lagi. ntah laa. byk sgt nanges ak rase

and it was PAIN :(

p/s:tau sayang tak nak ingat dah psl ni, tp still b rse bersalah. sory :(

my fault.